It has been awhile since I have posted a new entry. I am trying to find my new center. I have been faced once again with the challenge of practicing what I preach.
My days of late have been anything but calm or meditative. They have been sprinkled with emotions that have left me wondering who I am. I have heard this little voice in my head numerous times in a day saying “what are you doing? It has been scary at times,
For the most part I have been able to remain steady and calm, understanding that what I am doing is not a race. But, unfortunately there have been many days that I seem to have forgotten that simple statement. I have seen competition, jealousy and personal judgement float to the surface many times lately and that has surprised me. One thing is for certain, being a Realtor doesn’t seamlessly fall in line with being an Intuitive, Clairvoyant, or psychic. It doesn’t really even fall under the category of normal! It is an extremely rewarding career and an extremely challenging one as well. I have learned so much about myself in the last few months. I am actually always amazed at how much I continue to learn about myself. I just wish that what I uncover wouldn’t be things that I thought I had already processed!
The truth is, if there is one thing we should know to be true, is we are always learning about ourselves. We are so much more than a single definition. We are a never-ending novel. A character in the story of our lives. We evolve along the way. The key is remembering the importance of staying in the lead and not living our life as if we are a supporting character.
I have faced many reflections of myself as of late, some I am proud of and other that have left me wondering who I was looking at. I am learning to love all of what I see, as well as trusting that each aspect needs to be allowed to be expressed. It is about learning to accept ourselves for all of who we are, not just the “expected” version or the “perfect” version we feel we should be.
I want you all to trust yourself to be what and who you are.
This week, I have learned that I can and will be me. If that means you’re an Intuitive Realtor in a very (at times) aggressive industry, so be it. There is something so liberating about standing up and being who you are.
It feels so good to write again! Learning to find my new center caused a bit of writers block. I had to evaluate my life recently and let a few things I held so dear go. One of them was my radio show. Maybe someday I will go back. Learning to listen to the signs in my life helped me to realize that it best to know your limitations and not try to do it all.
Namaste~ and thank you for your continued support!
Jackie