It seems like this is the season for adjustments.
You name it, someone will be adjusting it.
From an attitude to something that is just not fitting our life. From physical to emotional it is all up for reflection.
Boundaries too, are big right now. Ultimately survive or continue my journey I will need to establish boundaries. I need to understand my boundaries and he to incorporate them into my life for continued growth as well as understanding.
I think about trying to combine these two messages, adjust my ideas and expectations while creating positive protective nurturing boundaries.
I read a message about understanding where we are sitting right now. They used the example of the moving from our well protected, well known pond into the ocean. A vast body of water with nothing to tether ourselves too. This comparison really made sense to me. We need to remember the corner we turned…the decision to make the change and leave the old behind…we turned the proverbial conner to face a new perspective, and direction. We moved forward, even if it was just a step. So now that we are here…where we know we need to be…it is unfamiliar. We are unaware of where the new path will take us. We don’t really know what ups and downs we may have to face, and this scares us.
So…the message of going within, and meditating, asking for guidance and hearing, feeling, or seeing the response, rings especially true. Re establish our boundaries so we don’t panic and sink in the vastness of the ocean.
So, the message I am carrying with me this November is learning to go within and listening to my inner voice, and adjusting my perspective…and finally learning to establish boundaries that will benefit me. Benefit my soul, and all the souls that I come into contact with.
One more thing I plan to work on this month, is self acceptance. I want to accept who I am, both as a physical being as well as a spirit.
I had a really profound reading last week. It really shook me for a while.
When reading my energy and how it is serving me…where it may be blocked, an image was presented to a question I asked my reader. I wanted to know….why is it my energy is so strong and everyone tells me I have such bright beautiful power and purpose….why is it then that when I seem to reach a specific point in my spiritual growth…why is it I am presented with a wall…a giant block. My block is like….A big black blank wall of nothing. No sound, no pictures, no fear, no hope….nothing.
I always seem to have to back track a bit…after I have taken a small reprieve?
Of course there was no simple…one sentence answer. What my reader was presented with was a very simple, plain looking women…with enormous compassion in her eyes and heart. Her response was to show my reader her hands. Her hands which revealed…the stigmata.
This image gave me great cause for pause…
I teared up. And felt a sincere sadness.
I am going to leave you with that for tonight…
I promise to recommit to writing… It’s part of my November growth.