I have been absent from blogging… And with that I feel like I have gotten all backed up in my head space. I have been grounding myself… But without expressing myself in words… I have found myself congested.

Thoughts and words balled up in my head. My heart bursting with confusion. My mind in over analyzing mode… which is nothing short of dangerous for me.

I don’t know why I get like that…. Over loaded.

In my Thursday classes everyone has been seeing me balanced… Centered… I am not sure where that is right now. Sometimes I get scared. The farther in I go, to refund myself… I fear that I won’t always be accepted. Accepted by the ones I love the most. Why does everything have to be so hard? Does it have to be? How does it work?

Love prevails. Kindness will always win whatever is worth winning.